I went to buy bread. I stood in front of the place full of different sort of breads. It took me about 5 minutes 'till I could finally choose which one I prefer the most. For me would be much easier if there would be only 2 kind of bread. Then I could choose in a second:[
Then I was looking for chips (in UK: crisps). Same story. As more there are to choose from, as more difficult and takes an hour to figure out what to buy. Instead of a quick shopping I spend half day in the supermarket, just because I think that it will be cheaper to buy stuff there. But I actually loose more with that. I loose my patience, my good mood and my time. And I also loose more money at the end because I'm soo pissed that I will just buy whatever I find as a better quality.
So much for shopping in the 21st century...and me.
Monday, 29 March 2010
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
GOING ON AND ON AND ON AND ...
It is easier to write in blog what is happening, than to write e-mails or chat. This way you people just click on the bookmarked (not yet?!) page and start reading for a minute. And there you go... know everything about me what is necessary.
So today I've been on a trial and it was pretty good. They are ready to take me for their new restaurant. But I will get the answer from the other place tomorrow as well, and if they also say 'yes', then I will probably work for them because they are closer and I could save money on traveling.... who knows maybe I could get there by bike? And weekends are off:] And free membership to the gym:] And keep dreamin'....;]
By the way two days long I got sore muscles in my legs and pain day and night.... so much for cycling 4 hours without training.
Tomorrow I will start workin' again and make coffees for a week or so. Hopefully the last time! I really need a permanent job to get rid of the stress from all the trials and interviews. I'm sick of it already. What I want now is a job with as much confidence and experience I could have. I want to work nice and smooth, quick and without being bored. I want to enjoy what I'm doing. I want to feel solid ground under my feet... safety for this damned money.
I wonder what other people think about this:
- some sort of humans like to eat smelly food on public transportation.
- the same kind of humans used to talk to their self in public almost laud.
- some other sort of humans smell really bad (sweat), even if they sell parfume.
- the same kind of humans often walk-and-talk on the phone using only microphone and headset and they look like idiots talking on the street in the air.
I find these things rather disturbing. Am I the only one? I think an intelligent person shouldn't do like that.
Later...
So today I've been on a trial and it was pretty good. They are ready to take me for their new restaurant. But I will get the answer from the other place tomorrow as well, and if they also say 'yes', then I will probably work for them because they are closer and I could save money on traveling.... who knows maybe I could get there by bike? And weekends are off:] And free membership to the gym:] And keep dreamin'....;]
By the way two days long I got sore muscles in my legs and pain day and night.... so much for cycling 4 hours without training.
Tomorrow I will start workin' again and make coffees for a week or so. Hopefully the last time! I really need a permanent job to get rid of the stress from all the trials and interviews. I'm sick of it already. What I want now is a job with as much confidence and experience I could have. I want to work nice and smooth, quick and without being bored. I want to enjoy what I'm doing. I want to feel solid ground under my feet... safety for this damned money.
I wonder what other people think about this:
- some sort of humans like to eat smelly food on public transportation.
- the same kind of humans used to talk to their self in public almost laud.
- some other sort of humans smell really bad (sweat), even if they sell parfume.
- the same kind of humans often walk-and-talk on the phone using only microphone and headset and they look like idiots talking on the street in the air.
I find these things rather disturbing. Am I the only one? I think an intelligent person shouldn't do like that.
Later...
Monday, 22 March 2010
CYCLING IN LONDON
Yesterday I had my first cycling experience in London. What I was thinking after that is: London was made for cyclists. Except when it rains:] I spent 4 hours on my bicycle ... I still feel sore muscles in my legs ... I took a long way from Leyton to Shepherd Bush, and back again on a different way. Don't know how many km that was??? I think I even lost 2 kilos. But it was nice and the weather was on my side too.
I am still considering if I could make it with bicycle to go to work, or should I stay by public transportation. It all depends where my next job will be:[ My working-status is still hanging in the air. I just came from an interview, but I don't like the place. And it's also too far. Tomorrow I will have another trial and if they say I can work for them, then probably I will chose them. But only if they put me in their new restaurant, which would be close enough to get there on bicycle. Let's see. Too bad I did not get any invitation from the bowling club:[ I would really enjoy to work in that kind of environment. Well, something will happen sooner or later.
The printer is out of black ink. I need new cartridge otherwise I cannot print my CV's. I really hate to print CV's. When will I print something which makes sense? Oh boy!
I am still considering if I could make it with bicycle to go to work, or should I stay by public transportation. It all depends where my next job will be:[ My working-status is still hanging in the air. I just came from an interview, but I don't like the place. And it's also too far. Tomorrow I will have another trial and if they say I can work for them, then probably I will chose them. But only if they put me in their new restaurant, which would be close enough to get there on bicycle. Let's see. Too bad I did not get any invitation from the bowling club:[ I would really enjoy to work in that kind of environment. Well, something will happen sooner or later.
The printer is out of black ink. I need new cartridge otherwise I cannot print my CV's. I really hate to print CV's. When will I print something which makes sense? Oh boy!
Saturday, 20 March 2010
VRUC VETAR
An old Yugoslavian TV series from 1980. One of my favorite. It is so funny, that even the newest comedies could learn from it. The main character is Surda (Borivoje Surdilovic), but also his friend Bob, and his family gives so much to laugh about that without them it wouldn't be the same. It's just a great time to watch such an entertaining film, and if you have a chance to download or buy it on DVD, you won't regret it. I guarantee.
MY APPRECIATION
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Whoever is reading my blogs, it is really a great feeling to know that somebody out there cares.
Well... maybe doesn't care too much, but at least has a look at my writings. Whoever you people are, thank you guys!
Anyway, I just celebrated my 33rd Birthday yesterday and since I can not sleep, I would like to live with the opportunity to tell everyone that my luck - even though slowly, but - is coming back.
My weight is 86 kg, my height 1.8 m. And I did not do my promised exercises in the last month. So much for my motivation.
I keep looking for job, I do trialshifts in restaurants and I keep waiting for their answers. Next week I will go back to the coffee-shop to make some money... and some coffee:[ What can I do? No other choice. But if I could make it by bicycle, at least I will save money on the underground:] Nice eh? Here in London it is a bit risky. Lots of thiefs, can not keep anything safe. If something happens to my bike and I catch the thief, he will take me home on his back! Together with my bike.
Keep reading me.
Bye.
Whoever is reading my blogs, it is really a great feeling to know that somebody out there cares.
Well... maybe doesn't care too much, but at least has a look at my writings. Whoever you people are, thank you guys!
Anyway, I just celebrated my 33rd Birthday yesterday and since I can not sleep, I would like to live with the opportunity to tell everyone that my luck - even though slowly, but - is coming back.
My weight is 86 kg, my height 1.8 m. And I did not do my promised exercises in the last month. So much for my motivation.
I keep looking for job, I do trialshifts in restaurants and I keep waiting for their answers. Next week I will go back to the coffee-shop to make some money... and some coffee:[ What can I do? No other choice. But if I could make it by bicycle, at least I will save money on the underground:] Nice eh? Here in London it is a bit risky. Lots of thiefs, can not keep anything safe. If something happens to my bike and I catch the thief, he will take me home on his back! Together with my bike.
Keep reading me.
Bye.
Monday, 15 March 2010
LATEST NEWS
Hello people!
Something is wrong with my luck:] Things just not want to work out in the last couple months...
But heads up... or how is it? Chin up! Nothing last forever:] Even I had a month long job and a chance to learn how to make espresso based coffees, now I am back where I started this year: Looking for job again and getting the answers that it is not too busy right now:[ For some reason I just can not think positive... wonder why? Ha-ha! WRS form is not coming... just when I need it the most. Looks like Home Office doesn't like me at all. Now Dewi has to go back to Indonesia and we have no chance to do anything against it. Bureaucracy. Makes things go slower or even stops them. Money + Politics + Bureaucracy = NOT GOOD = BAD. Okay something else: I finished Dragon Age Origins... was a long game but excellent. I go check my spinach. It's still green. How is this? Doesn't matter how full I am after eating, I still don't feel good until I got some dessert? Chocolate, fruit or anything sweet. I think I got used to it home-home in my younger years. Oh yes...I haven't done any exercises since 3 weeks. Now I have to do push-ups and sit-ups every hour for I don't know how many days! Boy, it will be fun and sore muscles.
That's it for now. If you want to know more details, ask me!
Don't be shy:]
Something is wrong with my luck:] Things just not want to work out in the last couple months...
But heads up... or how is it? Chin up! Nothing last forever:] Even I had a month long job and a chance to learn how to make espresso based coffees, now I am back where I started this year: Looking for job again and getting the answers that it is not too busy right now:[ For some reason I just can not think positive... wonder why? Ha-ha! WRS form is not coming... just when I need it the most. Looks like Home Office doesn't like me at all. Now Dewi has to go back to Indonesia and we have no chance to do anything against it. Bureaucracy. Makes things go slower or even stops them. Money + Politics + Bureaucracy = NOT GOOD = BAD. Okay something else: I finished Dragon Age Origins... was a long game but excellent. I go check my spinach. It's still green. How is this? Doesn't matter how full I am after eating, I still don't feel good until I got some dessert? Chocolate, fruit or anything sweet. I think I got used to it home-home in my younger years. Oh yes...I haven't done any exercises since 3 weeks. Now I have to do push-ups and sit-ups every hour for I don't know how many days! Boy, it will be fun and sore muscles.
That's it for now. If you want to know more details, ask me!
Don't be shy:]
Monday, 8 March 2010
ANNOYING THINGS IN EVERYDAY LIFE
I go to buy some food in the supermarket and I face hundreds of mothers pushing their babies in the stroller. Blocking my way, holding me up, stopping in the middle of everything... Man, I feel like in a kinder garden. Then the old people, doing the same stuff, just without the children. Or some full member families... OMG! Why they have to go there when normal people want to make their quick shopping?
I'm sitting in the tube, some stinky person (mostly men) comes and sits next to me, legs wide open, touching my legs...why? I don't like to be touched by strangers! Why do they like it? I have my personal aura and some people (from some culture) just don't feel when they break through! I try to pull my legs away and still they keep closing towards me. It really pisses me of!
It's Friday. I finish work at 4pm. I really want to get home, so happy for the weekend! I should bring my timesheet to the job-agency, but it would take an hour extra time for me. If they don't get it until Monday I won't get my salary. I'm tired, so I decide to go there on Sunday. Sunday comes. I'm in the bad mood already because it will take 3 hours for me to get there and back. Only traveling, nothing useful. Okay, 65 min later I'm there, tossing the paper under the door. 5-6 other timesheets lying inside already. I go back to the station. The tube is late. More and more people gathering. I still hope that I can sit 'cause it will take me an hour to get home. Tube is finally here. I find an empty seat. Next stop more people coming in. 2 drunk bastards standing in front of me, joking with some american chicks. Stepping on my feet, smelling like beer and dirt and armpit. And they won't get off for the next 10 stops. Great!
It is 4 weeks that I'm waiting for my worker registration form. It is critical for us to get it in time. It's not even the first so it should take less time for the authorities to deal with it. Just renewing the old one. But no, takes longer than the original was. I'm trying to call the solicitor when my new mobile gives up. Battery dies. Crazy! I regret 1000 times that I bought this sh*t Nokia 1680. Menu is slow, display is just a peace of crap, and on top of all (it goes for all Nokia phones) whenever I take out the battery to change the SIM card, the phone forgets the time and date. It's sooooo annoying. So I get home. Check post - no mail...again. Only a delivery message, that the postman left a package for us by the neighbors. They are not home... great! Okay, I call the solicitor. He is not there... I call back 3 more times every 15 minutes. Still not there. In the meantime I check my emails. Got an email from him (Respect!), but bad news: Home Office does not take any calls until Wednesday.... OMG why now? Why us? The last weeks are passing by with hope and disappointments. It's not fair. We are good people. We don't deserve this.
I'm sitting in the tube, some stinky person (mostly men) comes and sits next to me, legs wide open, touching my legs...why? I don't like to be touched by strangers! Why do they like it? I have my personal aura and some people (from some culture) just don't feel when they break through! I try to pull my legs away and still they keep closing towards me. It really pisses me of!
It's Friday. I finish work at 4pm. I really want to get home, so happy for the weekend! I should bring my timesheet to the job-agency, but it would take an hour extra time for me. If they don't get it until Monday I won't get my salary. I'm tired, so I decide to go there on Sunday. Sunday comes. I'm in the bad mood already because it will take 3 hours for me to get there and back. Only traveling, nothing useful. Okay, 65 min later I'm there, tossing the paper under the door. 5-6 other timesheets lying inside already. I go back to the station. The tube is late. More and more people gathering. I still hope that I can sit 'cause it will take me an hour to get home. Tube is finally here. I find an empty seat. Next stop more people coming in. 2 drunk bastards standing in front of me, joking with some american chicks. Stepping on my feet, smelling like beer and dirt and armpit. And they won't get off for the next 10 stops. Great!
It is 4 weeks that I'm waiting for my worker registration form. It is critical for us to get it in time. It's not even the first so it should take less time for the authorities to deal with it. Just renewing the old one. But no, takes longer than the original was. I'm trying to call the solicitor when my new mobile gives up. Battery dies. Crazy! I regret 1000 times that I bought this sh*t Nokia 1680. Menu is slow, display is just a peace of crap, and on top of all (it goes for all Nokia phones) whenever I take out the battery to change the SIM card, the phone forgets the time and date. It's sooooo annoying. So I get home. Check post - no mail...again. Only a delivery message, that the postman left a package for us by the neighbors. They are not home... great! Okay, I call the solicitor. He is not there... I call back 3 more times every 15 minutes. Still not there. In the meantime I check my emails. Got an email from him (Respect!), but bad news: Home Office does not take any calls until Wednesday.... OMG why now? Why us? The last weeks are passing by with hope and disappointments. It's not fair. We are good people. We don't deserve this.
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