EARLY MORNING THOUGHT

I remember when I didn't have a job 3 months long and slowly we ran out of money. That was a shit feeling. In the first month I was still optimist not to worry about anything and somewhat angry for my previous working place. I didn't even start looking for new job. In the second month I started to plan to look for something to make money. At the end of the second month I had more and more sudden moments when I felt that I should really do something about it. In the third month I became desperate 'cause it was really hard to find a good place. I wished I would do anything, sweep the streets, do the shittiest works, but didn't have any idea where to look. I had plenty interviews. I could work on places I didn't like, and I was refused from places I liked... I still hoped I could find an ideal restaurant. Finally I went to a job agency ... and probably that was the worst choice I made ... and worked for survival for 2 months. Now I have a job and I always complain about it. That sucks! I do this almost for 9 months already... but it IS a routine life. Not something I like, only something I need. Oh boy... I shall go now...to work:]