MY GREAT IDEA OF LIVING WITHOUT STRESS :P LOL

Okay, here it is:

If u have something ... anything ... what is waiting 4 u home and u keep thinking about it all the time because it makes u feel excited and challenged, then u can put all the rest of everyday life's problems on the side. Because comparing to your primary objective those things r not important.

Well, unfortunately it's very hard to find a forever hobby, or u name it what. These things are not long lasting. But come on people, we got the fantasy, we got the imagination, it's all up to us to find what we like!

So when I go to work and I have nothing else to think about, than it sucks. Job sucks, working circumstances are unpleasant, all the little annoying things will seem bigger than they r. But if my mind is partly somewhere else - thinking about the "other" stuff - what I will do when I finally finish my work and get home, then I feel much happier all day.

Now u might wonder what am I talkin' about. Here are some examples:
- when u'r in love: ur girlfriend or boyfriend
- your new website with all your new ideas
- u have your own business to think about
- a new recipe u want to try a.s.a.p.
- the novel u write - with all your great ideas
- the book u read - with a new exciting part
- the game u play on pc or whatever platform
- the daily meditation - what makes u healthier and stronger in mind
- workout in the gym - because the sexy girl will be there again
- or even waiting to go to bed and sleep - because your dreams will give u the answer u seek ;]
- anything what makes u think about it all day ...

BACK HOME IN THE AFTERNOON

Hahaha ... everything went well in the job until the Idiot - Mr Annoying Smartass arrived and ruined my good mood. How can somebody be such a pain??? I tried to avoid communication with him, didn't want to give him a chance to say anything to me, but at the end I couldn't finish the job in peace without getting in touch with him.... unfortunately the circumstances made it happen again:[ I hate this! I hate when I didn't do anything wrong and this guy is turning things like I am guilty because of this and that. I wasn't even there!!! I think he just hates my faces... it's normal, I can forgive that. But than why the hell keeps he bugging me? Just leave me alone you fuck! Huhhhhh... I'm really pissed right now.

EARLY MORNING THOUGHT

I remember when I didn't have a job 3 months long and slowly we ran out of money. That was a shit feeling. In the first month I was still optimist not to worry about anything and somewhat angry for my previous working place. I didn't even start looking for new job. In the second month I started to plan to look for something to make money. At the end of the second month I had more and more sudden moments when I felt that I should really do something about it. In the third month I became desperate 'cause it was really hard to find a good place. I wished I would do anything, sweep the streets, do the shittiest works, but didn't have any idea where to look. I had plenty interviews. I could work on places I didn't like, and I was refused from places I liked... I still hoped I could find an ideal restaurant. Finally I went to a job agency ... and probably that was the worst choice I made ... and worked for survival for 2 months. Now I have a job and I always complain about it. That sucks! I do this almost for 9 months already... but it IS a routine life. Not something I like, only something I need. Oh boy... I shall go now...to work:]

ROUTINE LIFE

Complain again? Yeeees! Why not? My life is pretty much like a Routine Life! Go to work - sleep at home - short weekend. Pfffff... trying to save money, spend less, still no chance.... oh yes, in the meantime I lvld up my scout to 40 so now i can start with new zone in ROM. But still priest primary...got all Vahtos Spell stuff buffed up and also full set of Top Secret Records armor buffed... questing is easy as it should be!

...KHMMM...

2011
Happy New Year Everybody!!!

I have many many things to say - write, but usually when those things come into my mind I am not close to the keyboard. So later I forget to blog. Maybe I should get a smartphone.
According to me: I'm still in London with Dewi. Still working in the same restaurant. Still riding my bike there every day and still getting the same salary:)) Rent was going up unfortunately, prices will get higher this year again. Life will not get easier but for some reason people are spending always more money for shopping. Little things in life will keep bugging us, other little things will make us smile. Btw I had to restart Runes Of Magic 'cause the system f* up my password. I'm a priest/scout on lvl 41/35 atm. I'm joining the guild Olympus... nice guild!
Ok, what else? We go to holidays in February, want to enjoy couple days in the snow. In about 10 more working days I will reach 4000 km on bicycle. My cordless headset is working perfectly - was a real good deal that time. Little fellow's number increased to 25:) Mimion and Pimpim are healthy and hopefully happy. They sleep a lot - like 22 hours a day. Cannot let them out in the same time anymore cause they will fight. A friend of mine gave me information about unknown flying objects (still) outside our solar system. They supposed to reach earth around 2012 dec. What a coincidence - the end of the mayan calendar ... ??? Can't wait to see what will happen!
Oh yes almost forgot: I wanted to write this down. I think most of my blogs are negative because when I'm angry I like to complain. Blogging is an easy and fast way to give out all the crap from my head. But hey! Who cares? It helps :))
I owe 100 Star Wars novel books. 50 more I have to buy. Hehe. Sadly the book I read now is shit. Boring. I remember when i started with my first SW books. I was 14 or 15. High school times. Those books were so good I couldn't stop reading them. Nothing really could distract me or make me putting down the book. And when I finished one I couldn't wait until the next came out. Now it is not like that. Dunno what happened with the writers?
There is a squirrel in our backyard and he always stealing the birdfood. Very clever guy.
Oh yes another thing. Why some people enjoying to make others life difficult? For example: after xmas i had 4 days off. Then 3 days working. Those 3 days supposed to be fun and easy, but instead of that i came home every day mentally exhausted. And all this because of 1 certain guy who is such a big asshole. I was feeling so much better on the last day when he wasn't working! What a difference!
Anyway, the best medicine for flu is a hot spicy hungarian gulyás soup. U eat and next day u got exchanged, totally recovered. Try it... u'll love it :)